Helloooo therrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre! Long time no much too verbose and emotional posts about loving people!
So, I work in a nursing home. You hear people say that they want to be nurses so that they can work in NICU (neonatal intensive care unit) or, pediatrics. Or critical care units. You rarely ever hear someone say that they want to be a nurse so that they can work in a nursing home.
But I will tell you some things, and implore you to start wrapping your arms around others in whatever way works with your gifts, abilities, and time.